a song I can't sing.

a song I can’t sing:

I saw you on TV
You look just like a movie star
My eyes flutter like you’re in a dream
and I’m stuck
under your eyes
Right on the outskirts of your life.

I saw you on TV
I cry for you when you come
and I don’t wanna move when you leave
Will you take me to your dream?

I saw you on TV
We lie on top of us on the glass
but by myself I know what you want
and when you tell me I don’t get it at all

But will you come? Nevertheless?
Will you still tell me what you felt?
Will you still feel me while you tell?
Will you stop me when I can’t
for myself?

I saw you⁠— if love is the medium
I want it sugar thick and on a drum
Oh, the TV⁠— I wanna take it all back
take the TV back and take my movie star back
take my, drink my,
eat my life
straight
from your hands

(AND I STILL WISH I WASN’T A GIRL
OR NOT ENOUGH JUST TO
notbeone
but when I see you in that tux
I don’t know what the fuck oh, hello.)